Currently Watching Never Been Kissed By Drew Barrymore see related

well...today has been eventful.... i basically hate life....and im not kidding... i hate him...HATE him!  i hate that you could possibly think that bringing money once a month actually makes you a so called father.... thats the stupidest thing i have ever heard of...no joke...i mea n doesnt everyone wanna spend time with their father...i mean yeah its great to get money...BUT dont you at least want to see him more than once every 3 months..?? yeah soo...that makes my life....just a little more......WORSE!   yeah thanks everyone...but i most definately...well lets just say HATE guys...and will prolly not trust another one for about 7 million years...... ugh yeah sooo

im at my lauras house...and i am not really in the mood to do anything...idk..its just cuz im so tired and have been crying all freakin day looooong!  but i love her...so stinkin much!   

well yeah today my mommy felt bad for me...so she took me to san  mooooons...lol...yeah i got so many cute things!! i was like yay!  but i was still depressed....like i really dont think anyones understands what i mean when i say that....but i dont really care...i dont know what else to say really...i dont feel like writing anything in here really....

The Scariest Thing About Memories Is Thinking You Will Forget Them.....       god...................

i think i have done something wrong...and this is my way of being punished...and another way of saying that im out....and no one cares...

i wanna die.....but wait...would anyone miss me? anyone??  

Currently Playing Because You Loved Me By Celine Dion see related

i dont feel like writing in here.... i had a horrible night last night... i cried myself to sleep....i miss you so much its unreal....  i dont know what to do...maybe once i go to school i will feel different.... i dont know...

why do people who are younger try and act older?  what is "her" problem...well im not sayin any names...but some people know who im talking about....

Currently Playing I Wanna Be With You (Spec) By Mandy Moore see related

well i stole this from laura!! haha yeah so today is boring...i woke up at noon and ate some fried rice... yummmmm.............   why can i never get guys...why are they soooo uh....dumb.......well yeah later dudes!!

*Yourself*
+what is your name: Brittany!!
+date of birth: 09/24/88..its comin up!!
+age .. 15
+screen names: Brittany0745
+what does your screen name mean? idk..
+piercings .. ears twice
+tattoo's .. nope
+righty or lefty .. righty
+hearing ..good..??

*Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff*
+have you ever been in love? yes...
+how many people have you kissed? lol dont know...
+how many people have you dated? no clue batman
+do you believe in love at first sight? it depends
+do you believe in fate? yeah
+do you believe in soul mates? yeah


*Family Stuff*
+how many siblings do you have ... 4

+what are your siblings names: Kristi Shannon Natalie and Blake!
+does your family get together for holidays? haha yeah
+any medical problems run through your family? yeah...not namin em
+do you have any nieces or nephews?? yeah

*Music Stuff*
+what song do you swear was written about you or your life? hmm...a few...

+what's the most embarrassing cd you own? haha idk

+what's the best cd you own? Autobiography-Ashlee Simpson
+what song do you absolutely hate? alot
+do you sing in the shower .. who doesnt
+what song reminds you of that special someone? you'll think of me...by keith urban


*Favorites*
+color .. orange and pink
+song ...too many to name!
+show ... Full House!
+school subject .. LUNCH!
+band/singer/artist? wow toooo many to name!
+animal? hmm...my dogs..
+radio station .. dont care
+movie .. little mermiad and a walk to remember!
+pair of shoes .. flip flops...
+actor .. hmm...i dont have a favorite
+actress .. hmm...i dont really have a favorite
+chip .. them suckers at lauras...
+drink ..chicken express sweet tea
+soda .. sprite
+holiday .. my brithday!
+jello flavor .. strawberry
+video game.... grand theft auto...dont wanna name who taught me how to play...
+number .. 7
+cereal ...frosted flakes!
+dessert .. chocolate chip cookie dough cheesecake!!!
+disney character .. Ariel...little mermaid
+clothing store .. i dont really care
+past time .. eating...cant you tell?
+teacher .. mrs lynn...YEAH!
+childhood toy ...barney! hahahahahahaha
+carnival game/ride ... anythign
+candy bar .. reeses
+magazine .. idc
+ Sports to watch.. idk
+person to talk to online? idk...
+person to talk to on the phone?  anyone

*Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits*
+what color are your sheets ..pink
+what color are your bedroom walls ? pink!
+do you have posters on your wall .. uhh no just pictures
+Do You Have A TV in your room...duh!
+how many pillows are on your bed .. hmm 4..now blankets thats a different story
+what do you normally sleep in?? my bed? duh!
+what size bed do you have? double
+do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? waterbed babey!!!
+do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? yeah
+how many people can sleep comfortably in your bed? lol no clue
+do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? nope
+do you drool? no way
+what's under your bed? the ground..obviously

*This or that*
+loser/wannabe ...neither..but if i had to pick...loser all the way!
+day/night .. night
+coffee/tea .. Tea
+hamburgers/hot dogs...CHEESEburgers...hot dogs make me puke!
+rap/rock ..  rock
+britney/christina ...neither
+swiss cheese/american cheese? american
+Real World/Road Rules....real world
+Backstreet Boys/*Nsync .... nsync
+silver/gold .. Silver
+McDonalds/Taco Bell ...tacobell all the way
+sweet/sour .. sweet and sour!
+punk/emo ...??
+hot/cold ..cold...cuz its always easier to warm up
+winter/summer ..both
+spring/fall .. which is which again?
+read/watch tv ..depends..
+cd's/tapes ... CD
+dvd's/vhs .. dvd

+old/new .. depends on what it is
+shorts/skirts? skirts
+mexican food/chinese food ...BOTH!
+scary movies/comedies ...SCARY! haha laura!!
+bikinis/one piece bathing suits? bikinis! ..altho i look rather large in one
+sandals/tennis shoes? flipflops
+dogs/cats .... dogs all the way!
+water/land ..water
+sugar/spice .. sugar
+black/white .. black
+ribbons/bows ..ribbons
+colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights ..regular
+cars/trucks .. trucks!
+popcorn/pretzels .. popcorn
+hip/hop ..is there a difference?
+WWE wrestling/ real wrestling?? did you know that they arent really hitting the person...its all fake...?
+picture frames/photo albums .. frames!
+pens/pencils .. pens


*Have You Ever....*
+mooned anyone .. .....
+been on a diet ..yup!...as you can see...it didnt work
+been to a forgein country... mexico
+broken a bone .. nope..
+swallowed a tooth/cap/filling .. a tooth while i was jumping on my trampoline..
+swear at a teacher ..? yeah
+got in a fight ...? talkin fight...DUH!
+dated a teacher ...ew fraid not
+laughed so hard you peed your pants ...? haha yep!
+thought about killing your enemy ...? you caught me
+gone skinny dipping .. umm...nu huh
+told a little white lie .. NEVER! cough haha
+told a secret you swore not to tell ...? nope
+stolen anything .. guilty...
+been on TV ... i think...
+been on the radio ...? yeah..this year!!
+been in a mosh pit .. lol haha yeah at CHURCH!
+been to a concert .. um yes
+dated one of your best friends ...? yeah...
+loved someone so much it makes you cry ...? whyd we have to bring that up..
+deceived somebody close to you ? what does that mean
+broken the law ... ? yes
+been to a rodeo .. yes
+been on an airplane ..? yes
+came close to dying ..? haha i dont know
+gave someone a piggy back ride ..? Yes
+had a dream that you're falling off a cliff ...? into the ocean..i sank
+snuck out of the house at night ..? kinna
+been so drunk you don't remember your name ...? haha no
+had an eating disorder .. tried it...
+felt like you didn't belong ..? yes
+smoked ..? nope
+done drugs ...? nope
+been arrested .. nope
+had your tonsils removed .. Nope
+gone to camp .. yup!
+won a bet ... yup
+written a love letter ...yes...
+gone out of your way to be with the one you love ..? yes
+kissed in the rain .. nope..but i have always wanted to..
+slow danced with someone you love ..?yes... 

+had a friend steal your bf/gf ...? yes
+watched the sunset/rise with someone you love .? if ur riding in the car..does that count?
+gotten a speeding ticket ...? No
+done jail time ..negative
+had to wear a uniform to work..?? work? lol
+won a trophy .. yes

+failed/got held back... nope never
+ got perfect attendance at grade school..? yeah!                              +roasted pumpkin seeds..? what are pumpkin seeds
+taken ballet lessons ...  yup
+attempted suicide ...? thought about it...
+cut yourself ... legs

*Randomness*
+do you believe in aliens ..?? no
+name three things that are next to your computer...? picture frames, my glasses and a mirror..
+Do You Have any hidden talents...? singing of course!
+what would your movie star name be ..? dont you keep your own name?
+do you play any sports .. ? swim...
+what's the scariest movie you've ever seen ...? THE FOG! haha laura!
+what is the dumbest movie you've ever seen ...? Zoolander
+do you think your good looking ...hideous is more like it
+do others think you are good looking .. if so..they need help!
+would you ever sky dive .. yep!
+are you afraid of roller coasters .. no way hosea
+do you believe in God .. Yes of course
+do you believe in Satan .. yes...if theres a God theres gonna be a Satan...
+do you believe there is a heaven .. yes
+do you believe there is a hell .. Yes
+do you own a pool table ..yeah babey!
+do you have a pool .. getting one
+do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen ..? yup
+do you like chocolate .. nope
+who/what is on your 2004 calendar ..? aint got one
+ever wished on a shooting star .. yes..and yet it didnt work
+do you carry any weapons on you ...? nope...
+what is your weakness..? idk

+how many kids do you want to have .. 2
+future daughters names .. brooke elyse
+future sons names .. dunno
+what is your ideal way to die ....in my sleep
+do you consider yourself a trendy person .. who cares!
+are you an artistic person .. idk
+are you a realistic person .. sometimes when i wanna be
+do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off .. nope
+are you a strong person ...i guesso
+who is the last person to IM you ... brandi
+are you a good story teller...? DUH!
+do you do yoga ...? pilates
+do you have your own credit card or checkbook...? nope!
+what color is your hair naturally .. brown!
+how many fillings do you have .. none
how many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit ..? none
+worst feeling in the world ..? missing someone you know doesnt miss you to!
+do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? nope 
+do you take medication for a chemical imbalance..? no way hosea
+what's your favorite phrase..? you got it dude! and woah babey!

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wow!  well im home...finally! good god i hate flying!  well if you dont know i went to cali with my mom for a week..to like shop and hang out and stuff... but yeah on our way out there we had a little lay over in vegas...well it was only posed to be like 20 minutes...which was cool....but it ended up being an hour... then we get back on the plane and sit there for about 7 years...then we finally take off...and about 30 minutes towards cali <which is only an hour and 12 minutes...> an engine messed up so they had to turn it off....so we went all the way back and landed with 1 engine.!  so yeah we had to get off that plane and *sprint* to this other one....no joke i mean sprint..lol not even funny.... but then we finally got there!! and might i say it was amazing!!! like i want to go back...right now!! out there i didnt have to worry about *anything* no one knew who i was...<except our friends...> so like in the stores i would walk around with theses hats on that were hideous! and no one cared...and i didnt have to worry about impressing anyone...it was great!! then we had to come home...that was the sad thing... so we get on our flight..and we had to *sprint* to the gate...cuz we were late...like they had to re-open the doors for us... but yeah so we go..and we get to vegas...then we have to get out again...then we sat there for 6 hours... and then they canceled the flight...so we had to go spend the night at a hotel and all that crap...so me and my mommy went and walked the strip... but yeah then we took another flight today...and i only got 5 hours of sleep!  but yeah so we had a lay over in arizona.... but yeah...we *finally* made it home!!   yeah that was a trip from hell....seriously...like i cried  few times...cuz i was soooo mad..and tired of riding in planes...

but yeah....can you believe that school starts in 1 week!!  i cant...i want to go back to see everyone...but i dont want to have to put up with the teachers...and the work...and all that fun stuff... yeah...ewww....

i miss my laura...she left me today...and i have been gone forever! man she needs to come home... 

**this week i learned something....ok so...yeah....~dont chase something that wasnt ment to be urs to begin with... like...in other words...dont try to hard...just let things come naturally...or dont want something soo soo bad that it slips away before you know it...yeah well i learned this...and it was hard to learn...and i hate it..cuz it always seems like im the one getting hurt...out of everything i am like the bad luck sucker...or something...ugh...i dont know...like i give up...why should i care anymore...

Currently Watching 13 Going on 30 (Special Edition) By Jennifer Garner, Mark Ruffalo, Judy Greer see related

heeeeeeey!!  well i am in cali..so im not going to write that much...but holy crap its amazing out here!! i have been shopping everyday!! its sooooooo GREAT!  but yeah i miss everyone!! but im coming home saturday!! yippeee!! yeah so i will just talk to yall later....

**why are guys such jerks....i mean uh its like they are *all* heartless and have NO feelings what so ever...and they could care less about how they treat you...omg..they are so gay....         i *think* i like this one guy right now....but idk...like i know he likes someone else...but who cares..right? i mean who says you cant like someone that likes someone else..?  yeah so...i dont know anymore...i give up!